I’m sharing my art because it is part of my healing. I never had an outlet before. I am in a much better place than I have been in a very long time, but some of the writing is hard to read. It comes from a dark place. I come from a dark place. And I know that my light – our light – can be found again.
Time to Rise
Instead of: Are you grieving?
The question is: Am I grieving?
Grieving this life.
Grieving these dreams.
Mirror Mirror
I’m not here for your disrespect,
Good or bad your words have an affect.
Say what you want to say,
‘Cuz you’re fueling the fire to my art today.
Keeping Score
I can be your worst enemy
Your biggest nightmare
I tell myself to take a deep breath,
To come up for some air.
Repeated Patterns
The tears, they drop again
The sadness comes in waves
The realization that once again
Another pattern emerged.
September 13
The world is crashing down on me.
And I don’t know how to help myself.
Stupid things said, stupid questions asked.
I hate it.
I hate all of it.
No direction, no path - take it as it comes.
No control.
Continuous patterns, life shattered.
Over and over again.
This is my life.
I’m Sorry // I’m Not Sorry
I’m sorry that I believed you.
//
I’m not sorry for finally putting myself first…