I’m Sorry // I’m Not Sorry

I’m Sorry

I’m sorry.

I’m sorry that I lied.

I’m sorry that I changed my mind.

I’m sorry that I cannot pretend any longer.

I’m sorry that I’m done. That I don’t want to do this anymore.

I’m sorry that you were unable to take responsibility for your actions.

I’m sorry that you were unable to get help.

I’m sorry that you couldn’t grow up.

I’m sorry that I believed you.

I’m sorry that I loved you.

I’m sorry to me.

I’m sorry.

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I’m Not Sorry

I’m not sorry for loving you. My heart was pure.

I’m not sorry for being kind to you. That’s just who I am.

I’m not sorry for trying my best to be whatever you wanted.

I’m not sorry for finally putting myself first and leaving your ass.

I am not sorry for how you treated me and finally gaining my strength.

I’m not sorry for leaving a toxic, dysfunctional family who knows no bounds.

I am not and will never be sorry for choosing love, choosing light, and choosing joy.